This is.....

" You'll have bad time, but it'll always wake you up to the good stuff you weren't paying attention to "

I always spend my time with me. Sitting alone, and think all the memories i have. That is me. You all may think that my life is kinda boring but for sure i can say no one can be like me. Being by yourself need a strong strength of feeling. I have get through a lot of tough time and i know there is still some challenge that i will have to get through. My parents teach me a lot to be independent. I really thank them a lot. Without those teaching, i think i will never get through the hard time until now. People always say i was kinda annoying and evil. I never say no to that statement because yes i'm evil and annoying. But one thing i can tell them, they will remember every single thing i did and know the truth behind the evil and annoying attitude of mine. Life is not pleasing people. Life is about being who you are and never scared of what people may judge you. That is the true meaning. Less people understand that. All i can say is i will only be who i am, not who someone want me to be. I don't care if the judge me but i listen to every single comment and words they say because those words one day will make me success in this life.

THE RETURN OF MH17

MH17 bodies arrive in Malaysia

Nation goes into mourning as first remains are brought home of 43 Malaysians who died when plane was shot down.

A plane carrying the first remains of the 43 Malaysians killed in the MH17 disaster has returned home to a sombre reception on a national day of mourning.

The special Malaysia Airlines flight from Amsterdam touched down shortly before 10am local time bearing the remains of 20 people killed when the plane was shot out of the sky over eastern Ukraine.

Malaysia’s King Abdul Halim Mu’adzam Shah, the prime minister, Najib Razak, and other top officials received the coffins at Kuala Lumpur international airport.

The government asked the nation of 28 million people to observe a minute of silence and prayer, while flags nationwide were lowered to half-mast.

Authorities had earlier asked citizens of the Muslim-majority country to refrain from festive activities and don black out of respect for the victims. Commuters streaming into the bustling streets of the capital Kuala Lumpur earlier in the morning were overwhelmingly black-clad, while state television aired recitations from the Qur’an and showed photos of the victims.

The flight arrived from Amsterdam, where remains have been taken for identification by Dutch authorities, who are leading investigations into the disaster.

All 298 on board the Amsterdam-Kuala Lumpur flight were killed, including 193 Dutch nationals.

The national day of mourning was the first ever to be held by Malaysia for ordinary citizens. Such observances had previously been held on the deaths of some kings and other leaders.

Russian-backed separatists have been accused of shooting down MH17, but Moscow blames Ukraine.

The 43 Malaysian dead include 15 Malaysia Airlines crew members.

The tragedy compounded the country’s grief over the troubling and still-unexplained disappearance of Malaysia Airlines flight MH370 four months earlier.

Malaysia said 30 of its citizens on board MH17 had been identified and further remains would return in the coming days.

The search for further remains was called off earlier in August due to clashes between Kiev and the pro-Moscow rebels.

Rest In Peace MH 17

You May Rest In Peace MH17

"What a sad day for us, Malaysian today. Tears and wish been made everywhere, no matter where we are."

Pray For MH 17

Pray For MH 17

MH17 bodies arrive in Malaysia

Nation goes into mourning as first remains are brought home of 43 Malaysians who died when plane was shot down.

A plane carrying the first remains of the 43 Malaysians killed in the MH17 disaster has returned home to a sombre reception on a national day of mourning.

The special Malaysia Airlines flight from Amsterdam touched down shortly before 10am local time bearing the remains of 20 people killed when the plane was shot out of the sky over eastern Ukraine.

Malaysia’s King Abdul Halim Mu’adzam Shah, the prime minister, Najib Razak, and other top officials received the coffins at Kuala Lumpur international airport.

The government asked the nation of 28 million people to observe a minute of silence and prayer, while flags nationwide were lowered to half-mast.

Authorities had earlier asked citizens of the Muslim-majority country to refrain from festive activities and don black out of respect for the victims. Commuters streaming into the bustling streets of the capital Kuala Lumpur earlier in the morning were overwhelmingly black-clad, while state television aired recitations from the Qur’an and showed photos of the victims.

The flight arrived from Amsterdam, where remains have been taken for identification by Dutch authorities, who are leading investigations into the disaster.

All 298 on board the Amsterdam-Kuala Lumpur flight were killed, including 193 Dutch nationals.

The national day of mourning was the first ever to be held by Malaysia for ordinary citizens. Such observances had previously been held on the deaths of some kings and other leaders.

Russian-backed separatists have been accused of shooting down MH17, but Moscow blames Ukraine.

The 43 Malaysian dead include 15 Malaysia Airlines crew members.

The tragedy compounded the country’s grief over the troubling and still-unexplained disappearance of Malaysia Airlines flight MH370 four months earlier.

Malaysia said 30 of its citizens on board MH17 had been identified and further remains would return in the coming days.

The search for further remains was called off earlier in August due to clashes between Kiev and the pro-Moscow rebels.

Lonely Night

* When i was lonely and sitting alone, i usually listen to this song and think back about the past. the sad and happy moment that i have been through out this journey.. *


Lirik Lagu Masih Mencintainya: Papinka

Jika teringat tentang dirimu
Berlinang air mataku
Ku rindu saat-saat bersamamu
Kasih sayangmu padaku

Kini kau bukan milikku
Dan berakhir sudah cintaku
Biarkan saja hatiku bicara
Ku masih sayang padamu

Aku selalu mendoakanmu
Agar kau bahagia
Bersama dirinya selamanya

Mengapa mudahnya hatimu mendua
Ku lapangkan dada walau aku terluka
Semoga bahagia bersama dirinya
Karena kau telah memilih dia

Betapa sakitnya apa yang ku rasa
Tuhan kuatkanlah hatiku yang terluka
Semoga ku bisa tuk melupakannya
Karena ku masih mencintainya

Kini kau bukan milikku
Dan berakhir sudah cintaku
Biarkan saja hatiku bicara
Ku masih sayang padamu

Aku selalu mendoakanmu
Agar kau bahagia
Bersama dirinya selamanya
wooo wooo

Mengapa mudahnya hatimu mendua
Ku lapangkan dada walau aku terluka
Semoga bahagia bersama dirinya
Karena kau telah memilih dia

Betapa sakitnya apa yang ku rasa
Tuhan kuatkanlah hatiku yang terluka
Semoga ku bisa tuk melupakannya
Karena ku masih mencintainya

Relay For Life

16/8/2014 ~ 17/8/2014

After a tired volleyball competition, i went to my friends house for Relay For Life and Muet presentation practice. was tired and really wanted to sleep. Everything goes well after taking our fresh bath. Sit in my daddy car was so freaking dangerous. Well, boys are like that. By the way when i say daddy means not my real daddy, it's my daddy daddy.. 

Spend night at SMK Padang Temu with all my friends. laugh with my friend, party with them, eat with them enjoy with them. But 1 thing for sure have great time spending with my daddy too. Bring me walk around the school and become my shoulder for my night sleep. Really thank you daddy. 

This experience end in Sunday morning with senamrobik. Was really hyper because not enough sleep. When back home i look like a mess and like been burn. But this experience i will treasure it well.